After MIA for so long

For 4 months i have disappeared from blogging. It is not that I'm that busy til I have no time to blog, just that at times I don't see any value to do blogging. Simple reason: Not much of ppl or friends will drop by at my page to read about it. Just feel that my efforts are being wasted to post it.

Yesterday, someone delighted me to blog again - Yen!! She is now starting to blog. Let me have a simple introduction of this lady in my life.

I have known her almost for 20 years. But within this 20 years, we became closer just 3 years back. Her attitude can be described as : Straight forward!! and very 义气子女！！！ Whenever she likes or doesn't like anything, she will spell out everything in her mind. When she fell in love in anything, she will just praise the things til "sky have, earth don't have" ; but if anything that make her eyes pain, she will condemn til no one dare to sound back. But one really good thing of hers is , she will standby for any frens whenever. Call her anytime, she will be the good listener. (But i dont afford leh, she now working in Singapore, my hubby will knock my head if I always make phone calls to her ) .

Hopefully my appearance in blog will make some changes now. More comments, more visitors...

New Hairdo

These days I been thinking to change hairstyle either to cut it to short length or perm it since I never be in a curly look. So last Sunday, after the bowling tournament, i went to salon - Hair Inn to get a change of my look. I told the hairstylist that i wanted to cut it short, but the hairstylist advised not to do so since my hair is so long, wasted if I were to. So she suggested me to do a digital perming, I just accept it. I didn't know that the process will take so long, each process took me about 45 mins. Cutting my hair, then 2nd process is put the chemical to soften my hair, and followed with curling my hair. Here are some of the pics to share with u on the process of my changing look.


See my hair, it was about waist length.

So short dy :(



My bao bei... :'(



So many wires on my hair, this process caused my neck so tired cos the wires on my hair brings in some weights to my head.


"deng deng deng deng" My new look!!!



My Chloe girl couldn't recognize me, so "anti" me when the first 30 mins i reached home with this new hairdo.

My sweetheart

Just don't know why, my sweetheart always sleep like a snake. Anyone can help me to re-build her posture of sleeping?

The tired me

Am so tired and exhausted looking after Chloe without the help of anyone I would say. Yes, my hubby, dad and mum did help abit lar, but then most of the time I gotta look after Chloe by myself. It s so "annoying" especially at night cos her coughs is non stop, and whenever she cough, she cries. Makes my heart so pain. Me myself also going to fall sick dy, now having sore throat.

My weekend

28-04-07 Saturday

This morning went for Unit Trust Exam at Cosmopoint, it is a computerised exam whereby we answer the questions via computer thru internet. When the moment I finished the exam, need to click the button "finish" and "confirm" in order to know the result, I was so afraid that it came out "failed" cos i didn't study much, only study 2 out of 7 chapters, and the rest i just read thru the past year questions. Lucky enough, I passed!!! So happy and quickly did I go back to nanny's house to pick up Chloe (as Sat and Sun nanny is off). After picking up Chloe, went home to kacau my hubby to wake up and go out as Parkson is having member's day sales. In Parkson, we were so enjoying shopping and unrealizable that Chloe is not wearing jacket (this is her outfit).


She was sneezing in between which i noticed that but didn't take initiative to cover her with a jacket although the jacket is just inside the bag.

At that night, she had very high fever once reached 39.9'C in the dawn as a result of "cold".



29-04-07 Sunday

In the morning, i brought her to Dr Ang for check up, it was diagnosed that it is throat infection due to the changing weather (suddenly hot suddenly raining) and lack of intake of fluid, Dr then inserted sub into her anus to reduce her fever temperature. Dr advised to give her more water intake, less milk intake and no porridge for the mean time until the throat gets better. Dr also gave some medicine like cough&flu, fever, antibiotic and mouth drop. it cost me 60 bugs for this Dr visit. With the hope that her fever will goes off by today, i didn't bath her, only wipe her with lukewarm water. Her throat is getting worst in the afternoon and her fever didn't go off (suddenly her body very cold and suddenly will be very hot), in my & hubby's mind, we thought that she might have "denggi", at night, me & hubby (without Chloe) went back to Dr Ang's to consult him again, he comfort us that there is no sign of denggi on Chloe, only normal fever, just give her more water will do, and he gave me 2 subs to be inserted to her anus in case the fever is getting high in the middle of the night. At sunday's night, it was the worst night ever since she is born, she kept on crying cos her throat is painful and she couldn't sleep well. I gotta put her on my chest for her to sleep (obviously I didn't sleep well as well), I was forced to take emergency leave to look after her.

30-04-07 Monday

We brought her to hospital in the morning for "double-check up", it was confirmed that it is not denggi nor asthma.

I really worrying her, gave her lotsa of water including barley water. My mother in law even called up me twice (she is in China for traveling), she too is worrying for Chloe. Today her fever goes off (Thanks God!!!), her throat still remain sore, very pity her as whenever she cough, she cries as well cos it is painful for her. My heart is so painful too looking at her. Hope her cough and throat will get well asap!!! This fever has caused her lose some weight, her face becomes sharper, her legs no more "carrot" legs. Sighhh....

My rice bowl

For my job, honestly speaking, i like it since i can learn up lotsa new things for banking system, loan processing, always got makan-makan sessions with valuers, marketing ppl, colleagues, and .... These are my colleagues, taken at one of my colleague's wedding.



Here come Pizza Hut session for b'day celebration. (The green color sleeveless lady is my boss, namely Branch Manager)



This one lagi happening @ Swing Club, Kuantan (Swing is one of the "most" happening club in Kuantan, which i think is worst than those Thai Club, Twelve SI...)



Colleagues - definitely i can get along with them, especially my lady boss. I was told by most of the ppl that she is a tough person, but when i work with her, i feel absolutely comfortable with her style and we even can sit down and chit chatting. ('m i bodek type?? No lor, i don't think so, but dont know why, i just like her style). Since i am doing sales for the bank, so i am not gonna do operation job, but sometimes operation staff just turned me off by rejecting what i required. Anyway, it only happen when the banking hall is full of customers.

Job function - my title is "Personal Financial Consultant", consultant?? Don't play play, such a profession. But then the actual job that i am doing is not giving consultation but to do customer service most of the time since i am based at the front line. Even though there is a big label "Personal Financial Centre" yet those customers will still come to you asking you to fill up slips, cheques, opening accounts, credit cards... I feel so annoyed at times cos the main purpose of my job is to find new biz, yet i am doing so many silly works. So, sometimes i just tell the cust to go back to the counter for customer service, most of the time, cust will shout at me!!! Got once i even tell the cust to look up at the label and tell him"here is financial service centre not cust service centre, tq". Sigh, nowadays cust is not always right. Back to my job functions, i need to hit certain criteria in order for me to be confirmed. Right now, i not only haven't reach but still far away from my target. Another thing is i am a contract staff at Hong Leong Bank, meaning most of the permanent staff benefits i don't get to enjoy such as annual leave is lesser, family medical claims, dental claims, yearly bonuses... also the salary is so much lower than the permanent ones. Eissshh... So pity me, work loads is a lot, yet the pay is so little. That's why i am considering to change job. Recently got a counter offer from other bank asking me to join their financial institution, of cos the basic salary is so much higher than HLB, lesser job scopes, permanent staff some more (meaning i will get to enjoy many many benefits for myself as well as my immediate family). But then, my concern is I just started at HLB, sounds not so nice if i just shift over as my lady boss is so generous to me, and also another 2 personal financial consultant is resigning. If i just go there, my lady boss will be very mad i guess. Another thing is if i go there, i need to share the cake among 4 sales person there. Sigh...

So far, i am still satisfied with my job but the concern is i am a contractual staff.

MIA

Ever since I started to work in Hong Leong, i seemed to be very busy and never had i update my blog. I wanted to update so many incidents in fact, such as my job experiences, my new colleagues, the changes after i started to work, my hubby, my precious, my family problems, my thinking, my training sessions in KL.... How do i start telling all this??!!! Can anyone give me any idea?? Where should i start with?