Suk Ching's wedding dinner

Suk Ching, my classmate back in secondary school, MGSS has tie a knot finally to Chin Tiong. The night really joyful cos some of them never been seen since we left school, we talked, we laughed, we joked...

Job hunting

I was looking for jobs since a month ago, trying to look for bank line or telecommunication services. After sent out my resume to Hong Leong Bank, Public Bank, AM Bank, RHB and Maxis, i only received 2 calls which were Hong Leong and Public Bank. I went to both interview, Hong Leong Bank interview was held in Kuantan and Public Bank interivew was in KL. Both jobs is doing selling bank products, sales in another word.

In the Hong Leong's interview, i was quite "clicked" with the interviewer(the branch manager), she even on the spot confirm her interest to hire me, just me that so jual mahal told her that i still have another interview in KL, i need to re-confirm her. The next week, i went to KL for Public Bank interview, in the interview i dont feel comfortable at all with the interviewers, i even wanted to walked out from the room cos it was just too bored,( fyi, i am so hyperactive and talkactive, suddenly i need to be so serious n silent), they make me felt that they more like a judge than interviewers. I just simply answer them questions and when they told me that my salary is fixed which means no commissions when i close a deal, i was like what the f***, i shall just walk out just now, the whole interview session, i was so tensed!! After the interview, in order to make myself relax, i walked to the opposite tower - KLCC for shopping, and bought a lot of MNG clothes cos it was on great sales.

After the interviews, I really sat down to think of my future. Should I work?? Or continuing being a fulltime mummy. I was thinking, if i go to work, meaning i gotta send Chloe to a nanny, in my mind, i dont think anyone else will take greater care than me lor but, if i continuing staying home, meaning i don't utilised what i have learnt and why did i holding a degree cert while i know from the very beginning i will be a homemaker?? I was quite confused, I told myself i need to be myself again, i cannot be a homemaker while i am so young. So my decision is, call back Hong Leong Bank to confirm that I'm wanting to join in.

After 2 weeks, i received a call from the HQ telling me that my commencement date is to be 22nd Jan, which is next monday, I immediately refused to say okie cos I have yet to get a nanny for Chloe. I told the girl that I will recall her by tomorrow to confirm my commencement date. After hung up the phone, i quickily start up my nanny search job, it was not easy to get a good nanny i know. Sigh...After getting a few nanny list, i went to ask around and finally i decided to send Chloe to an Indian lady because at least the place is clean and she talks English, most importantly, it is just nearby my housing area, i can just drop by her when i am on the way to work. The next afternoon, i call back and told her that i can start work after 29 Jan but she told me that Hong Leong doesnt hire people after 25th, so i gotta start on 5th of Feb(isnt better?? hahaha..) I will be a working lady again on 5th Feb!!!

08 Jan 2006, Monday

7 pm As usual, after fed Chloe with cereal, I went to kitchen to wash the cup n prepare water to clean her. When I was stepping out from toilet after preparing the water, i heard a little sound "doouuppp", in my mind, i was thinking whoa, what had just kicked down from the bed in the living hall by my little girl?? So energetic huh??!! Quickily did i run out to see what happened, the moment i saw my little girl was the one lying down on the floor, i knew that the "doouuppp" sound is made by her, she fell down from the bed, OH MY GOD!!! my heart stopped for a second, and immediately i carried her up n seeing her face turned "green" n i was so blank!!! She was like stopped breathing for a while, n when i carry her, she cried out, n me too, i cried like a mad cow..both of us non stop crying, i ran up to the room carrying Chloe to get my phone to call my hubby, cos he is at shop waiting for his staff to come over to work, hubby was so worried hearing our crying n yelling, he asked me to cool down, n tell him what has happened!! I told him the whole scenario with my crying voice. I guessed he was puzzled for a while too, and he said, he will call his staff to come over now, and he will come home once the staff come. After hung up the phone, i called my parents' house number, i couldn't talk anything, i was just crying, my mum n my sis were picking up the phone at the same time, they sensed something was really bad had just happened, they kept on asking why why why!!! what happened!! I just shout out, Chloe fell down!! After that, they thrown down the phone n the very next 2 mins i heard mum's car at my house already (so "effiecient" driver, [fyi, from my house to my parents' house need about 5 mins driving]). I quickily opened the door for them to come in, my mum cuddle Chloe n check which part of her body hurt, n found out that her right side head is reddish, guessed she must be really hurt and painful!! My mum used oil to soothe her but she still cry!! My heart is so broken, i kept on blaming myself why the hack that i put her on the bed while i know that she is so active, non stop turning here n there. I should be taking more precautions when letting her alone playing. After a while hubby came back from shop to see how is Chloe girl and we decided to send her to hospital if she vomits. Luckily she is alright n doesn't need to go to see doctor.
In my heart, I told myself this would be the first n the last time disaster.

December 2006 pitures

Now she is about 4 months old, at this month she starts putting everything in her mouth, grabs things, turning her body, talking (baby talk). Being a new mum, i would say all her "achievements" are so memorable. She is so adorable!!!

November 2006 Pictures for Chloe

November 06, Chloe is 2 months plus to 3 months old, in this month she starting to make funny faces whenever she sees camera. Guess she must be the next superstar!!!

October 2006 pictures

Hey hey!! It is pictures again, all are taken when she is one month plus to two months old...

Aug&Sept pics taking

After discharged from HTAA, i went home for my confinement month whereby the whole month I didnt steped out from house!!! Here are some of the pics when my confinement month and fullmoon feast... Enjoy viewing it!!!

Happy New Year 2007!!!

A new year, a new Beginning!!!
To all of you, wishing u all the best n may the lucky stars always strike on u. Good luck in everything u do. May God bless you. Cheers...

The Feeling of becoming a mom

Chloe, my first baby and I would say she is everything in my life and even more important than my own life. Having her of course is a joy, she is so pretty, so hyper, so cute, so lovely, so darling, so ...Whenever she smiles/laugh, she melts my heart. Whenever she make sound to talk to me, she make me feel that everything I've done is worthwhile. Whenever she poo, she will be extremly quiet and wait for me to clean up for me, she look so naive but right after i clean up, she will start kicking n moving her hands again, so naughty right. Whenever I look at her when she is soundly asleep, i feel so fulfillng having her in my life. In short, she is my motivator.


But, whenever comes to drink milk time, she always have problems on drinking milk which sometimes tear me off!!! She doesnt like to drink milk and only likes water, whenever she drink her milk, she must be in sleeping mode, yes, sleeping and drinking milk, n only drink milk in the car or in craddle. I guess this is the main reason how come i became so slim over a short time. Feeding milk to her isnt an easy job, always cry like people "dera" her.

See, she is my everthing, make me way of so happy n dragged me down when she cry.