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Friday, September 28, 2007

After MIA for so long

For 4 months i have disappeared from blogging. It is not that I'm that busy til I have no time to blog, just that at times I don't see any value to do blogging. Simple reason: Not much of ppl or friends will drop by at my page to read about it. Just feel that my efforts are being wasted to post it.

Yesterday, someone delighted me to blog again - Yen!! She is now starting to blog. Let me have a simple introduction of this lady in my life.

I have known her almost for 20 years. But within this 20 years, we became closer just 3 years back. Her attitude can be described as : Straight forward!! and very 义气子女!!! Whenever she likes or doesn't like anything, she will spell out everything in her mind. When she fell in love in anything, she will just praise the things til "sky have, earth don't have" ; but if anything that make her eyes pain, she will condemn til no one dare to sound back. But one really good thing of hers is , she will standby for any frens whenever. Call her anytime, she will be the good listener. (But i dont afford leh, she now working in Singapore, my hubby will knock my head if I always make phone calls to her ) .

Hopefully my appearance in blog will make some changes now. More comments, more visitors...

Saturday, May 26, 2007

New Hairdo

These days I been thinking to change hairstyle either to cut it to short length or perm it since I never be in a curly look. So last Sunday, after the bowling tournament, i went to salon - Hair Inn to get a change of my look. I told the hairstylist that i wanted to cut it short, but the hairstylist advised not to do so since my hair is so long, wasted if I were to. So she suggested me to do a digital perming, I just accept it. I didn't know that the process will take so long, each process took me about 45 mins. Cutting my hair, then 2nd process is put the chemical to soften my hair, and followed with curling my hair. Here are some of the pics to share with u on the process of my changing look.


See my hair, it was about waist length.

So short dy :(



My bao bei... :'(



So many wires on my hair, this process caused my neck so tired cos the wires on my hair brings in some weights to my head.


"deng deng deng deng" My new look!!!



My Chloe girl couldn't recognize me, so "anti" me when the first 30 mins i reached home with this new hairdo.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

My sweetheart




Just don't know why, my sweetheart always sleep like a snake. Anyone can help me to re-build her posture of sleeping?

Thursday, May 03, 2007

The tired me

Am so tired and exhausted looking after Chloe without the help of anyone I would say. Yes, my hubby, dad and mum did help abit lar, but then most of the time I gotta look after Chloe by myself. It s so "annoying" especially at night cos her coughs is non stop, and whenever she cough, she cries. Makes my heart so pain. Me myself also going to fall sick dy, now having sore throat.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

My weekend

28-04-07 Saturday

This morning went for Unit Trust Exam at Cosmopoint, it is a computerised exam whereby we answer the questions via computer thru internet. When the moment I finished the exam, need to click the button "finish" and "confirm" in order to know the result, I was so afraid that it came out "failed" cos i didn't study much, only study 2 out of 7 chapters, and the rest i just read thru the past year questions. Lucky enough, I passed!!! So happy and quickly did I go back to nanny's house to pick up Chloe (as Sat and Sun nanny is off). After picking up Chloe, went home to kacau my hubby to wake up and go out as Parkson is having member's day sales. In Parkson, we were so enjoying shopping and unrealizable that Chloe is not wearing jacket (this is her outfit).


She was sneezing in between which i noticed that but didn't take initiative to cover her with a jacket although the jacket is just inside the bag.

At that night, she had very high fever once reached 39.9'C in the dawn as a result of "cold".



29-04-07 Sunday

In the morning, i brought her to Dr Ang for check up, it was diagnosed that it is throat infection due to the changing weather (suddenly hot suddenly raining) and lack of intake of fluid, Dr then inserted sub into her anus to reduce her fever temperature. Dr advised to give her more water intake, less milk intake and no porridge for the mean time until the throat gets better. Dr also gave some medicine like cough&flu, fever, antibiotic and mouth drop. it cost me 60 bugs for this Dr visit. With the hope that her fever will goes off by today, i didn't bath her, only wipe her with lukewarm water. Her throat is getting worst in the afternoon and her fever didn't go off (suddenly her body very cold and suddenly will be very hot), in my & hubby's mind, we thought that she might have "denggi", at night, me & hubby (without Chloe) went back to Dr Ang's to consult him again, he comfort us that there is no sign of denggi on Chloe, only normal fever, just give her more water will do, and he gave me 2 subs to be inserted to her anus in case the fever is getting high in the middle of the night. At sunday's night, it was the worst night ever since she is born, she kept on crying cos her throat is painful and she couldn't sleep well. I gotta put her on my chest for her to sleep (obviously I didn't sleep well as well), I was forced to take emergency leave to look after her.

30-04-07 Monday

We brought her to hospital in the morning for "double-check up", it was confirmed that it is not denggi nor asthma.

I really worrying her, gave her lotsa of water including barley water. My mother in law even called up me twice (she is in China for traveling), she too is worrying for Chloe. Today her fever goes off (Thanks God!!!), her throat still remain sore, very pity her as whenever she cough, she cries as well cos it is painful for her. My heart is so painful too looking at her. Hope her cough and throat will get well asap!!! This fever has caused her lose some weight, her face becomes sharper, her legs no more "carrot" legs. Sighhh....

Saturday, April 28, 2007

My rice bowl

For my job, honestly speaking, i like it since i can learn up lotsa new things for banking system, loan processing, always got makan-makan sessions with valuers, marketing ppl, colleagues, and .... These are my colleagues, taken at one of my colleague's wedding.



Here come Pizza Hut session for b'day celebration. (The green color sleeveless lady is my boss, namely Branch Manager)



This one lagi happening @ Swing Club, Kuantan (Swing is one of the "most" happening club in Kuantan, which i think is worst than those Thai Club, Twelve SI...)



Colleagues - definitely i can get along with them, especially my lady boss. I was told by most of the ppl that she is a tough person, but when i work with her, i feel absolutely comfortable with her style and we even can sit down and chit chatting. ('m i bodek type?? No lor, i don't think so, but dont know why, i just like her style). Since i am doing sales for the bank, so i am not gonna do operation job, but sometimes operation staff just turned me off by rejecting what i required. Anyway, it only happen when the banking hall is full of customers.

Job function - my title is "Personal Financial Consultant", consultant?? Don't play play, such a profession. But then the actual job that i am doing is not giving consultation but to do customer service most of the time since i am based at the front line. Even though there is a big label "Personal Financial Centre" yet those customers will still come to you asking you to fill up slips, cheques, opening accounts, credit cards... I feel so annoyed at times cos the main purpose of my job is to find new biz, yet i am doing so many silly works. So, sometimes i just tell the cust to go back to the counter for customer service, most of the time, cust will shout at me!!! Got once i even tell the cust to look up at the label and tell him"here is financial service centre not cust service centre, tq". Sigh, nowadays cust is not always right. Back to my job functions, i need to hit certain criteria in order for me to be confirmed. Right now, i not only haven't reach but still far away from my target. Another thing is i am a contract staff at Hong Leong Bank, meaning most of the permanent staff benefits i don't get to enjoy such as annual leave is lesser, family medical claims, dental claims, yearly bonuses... also the salary is so much lower than the permanent ones. Eissshh... So pity me, work loads is a lot, yet the pay is so little. That's why i am considering to change job. Recently got a counter offer from other bank asking me to join their financial institution, of cos the basic salary is so much higher than HLB, lesser job scopes, permanent staff some more (meaning i will get to enjoy many many benefits for myself as well as my immediate family). But then, my concern is I just started at HLB, sounds not so nice if i just shift over as my lady boss is so generous to me, and also another 2 personal financial consultant is resigning. If i just go there, my lady boss will be very mad i guess. Another thing is if i go there, i need to share the cake among 4 sales person there. Sigh...

So far, i am still satisfied with my job but the concern is i am a contractual staff.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

MIA

Ever since I started to work in Hong Leong, i seemed to be very busy and never had i update my blog. I wanted to update so many incidents in fact, such as my job experiences, my new colleagues, the changes after i started to work, my hubby, my precious, my family problems, my thinking, my training sessions in KL.... How do i start telling all this??!!! Can anyone give me any idea?? Where should i start with?

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Back to work!!!

Finally i am back to working class after resting for a year. I am now attached to Hong Leong Bank Berhad as a contract staff for 2 years. My job scope is basically doing sales of bank products - mortgages, hire purchase, credit cards, assurance, insurance, unit trust!! Wish me heaps of lucks to hit the minimum target as the target is seemed to be unachievable. Hahahaa...

Monday, January 29, 2007

Suk Ching's wedding dinner

Suk Ching, my classmate back in secondary school, MGSS has tie a knot finally to Chin Tiong. The night really joyful cos some of them never been seen since we left school, we talked, we laughed, we joked...

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Job hunting

I was looking for jobs since a month ago, trying to look for bank line or telecommunication services. After sent out my resume to Hong Leong Bank, Public Bank, AM Bank, RHB and Maxis, i only received 2 calls which were Hong Leong and Public Bank. I went to both interview, Hong Leong Bank interview was held in Kuantan and Public Bank interivew was in KL. Both jobs is doing selling bank products, sales in another word.

In the Hong Leong's interview, i was quite "clicked" with the interviewer(the branch manager), she even on the spot confirm her interest to hire me, just me that so jual mahal told her that i still have another interview in KL, i need to re-confirm her. The next week, i went to KL for Public Bank interview, in the interview i dont feel comfortable at all with the interviewers, i even wanted to walked out from the room cos it was just too bored,( fyi, i am so hyperactive and talkactive, suddenly i need to be so serious n silent), they make me felt that they more like a judge than interviewers. I just simply answer them questions and when they told me that my salary is fixed which means no commissions when i close a deal, i was like what the f***, i shall just walk out just now, the whole interview session, i was so tensed!! After the interview, in order to make myself relax, i walked to the opposite tower - KLCC for shopping, and bought a lot of MNG clothes cos it was on great sales.

After the interviews, I really sat down to think of my future. Should I work?? Or continuing being a fulltime mummy. I was thinking, if i go to work, meaning i gotta send Chloe to a nanny, in my mind, i dont think anyone else will take greater care than me lor but, if i continuing staying home, meaning i don't utilised what i have learnt and why did i holding a degree cert while i know from the very beginning i will be a homemaker?? I was quite confused, I told myself i need to be myself again, i cannot be a homemaker while i am so young. So my decision is, call back Hong Leong Bank to confirm that I'm wanting to join in.

After 2 weeks, i received a call from the HQ telling me that my commencement date is to be 22nd Jan, which is next monday, I immediately refused to say okie cos I have yet to get a nanny for Chloe. I told the girl that I will recall her by tomorrow to confirm my commencement date. After hung up the phone, i quickily start up my nanny search job, it was not easy to get a good nanny i know. Sigh...After getting a few nanny list, i went to ask around and finally i decided to send Chloe to an Indian lady because at least the place is clean and she talks English, most importantly, it is just nearby my housing area, i can just drop by her when i am on the way to work. The next afternoon, i call back and told her that i can start work after 29 Jan but she told me that Hong Leong doesnt hire people after 25th, so i gotta start on 5th of Feb(isnt better?? hahaha..) I will be a working lady again on 5th Feb!!!

Friday, January 19, 2007

08 Jan 2006, Monday


7 pm As usual, after fed Chloe with cereal, I went to kitchen to wash the cup n prepare water to clean her. When I was stepping out from toilet after preparing the water, i heard a little sound "doouuppp", in my mind, i was thinking whoa, what had just kicked down from the bed in the living hall by my little girl?? So energetic huh??!! Quickily did i run out to see what happened, the moment i saw my little girl was the one lying down on the floor, i knew that the "doouuppp" sound is made by her, she fell down from the bed, OH MY GOD!!! my heart stopped for a second, and immediately i carried her up n seeing her face turned "green" n i was so blank!!! She was like stopped breathing for a while, n when i carry her, she cried out, n me too, i cried like a mad cow..both of us non stop crying, i ran up to the room carrying Chloe to get my phone to call my hubby, cos he is at shop waiting for his staff to come over to work, hubby was so worried hearing our crying n yelling, he asked me to cool down, n tell him what has happened!! I told him the whole scenario with my crying voice. I guessed he was puzzled for a while too, and he said, he will call his staff to come over now, and he will come home once the staff come. After hung up the phone, i called my parents' house number, i couldn't talk anything, i was just crying, my mum n my sis were picking up the phone at the same time, they sensed something was really bad had just happened, they kept on asking why why why!!! what happened!! I just shout out, Chloe fell down!! After that, they thrown down the phone n the very next 2 mins i heard mum's car at my house already (so "effiecient" driver, [fyi, from my house to my parents' house need about 5 mins driving]). I quickily opened the door for them to come in, my mum cuddle Chloe n check which part of her body hurt, n found out that her right side head is reddish, guessed she must be really hurt and painful!! My mum used oil to soothe her but she still cry!! My heart is so broken, i kept on blaming myself why the hack that i put her on the bed while i know that she is so active, non stop turning here n there. I should be taking more precautions when letting her alone playing. After a while hubby came back from shop to see how is Chloe girl and we decided to send her to hospital if she vomits. Luckily she is alright n doesn't need to go to see doctor.
In my heart, I told myself this would be the first n the last time disaster.

December 2006 pitures

Now she is about 4 months old, at this month she starts putting everything in her mouth, grabs things, turning her body, talking (baby talk). Being a new mum, i would say all her "achievements" are so memorable. She is so adorable!!!

November 2006 Pictures for Chloe

November 06, Chloe is 2 months plus to 3 months old, in this month she starting to make funny faces whenever she sees camera. Guess she must be the next superstar!!!


Wednesday, January 17, 2007

October 2006 pictures

Hey hey!! It is pictures again, all are taken when she is one month plus to two months old...

Aug&Sept pics taking

After discharged from HTAA, i went home for my confinement month whereby the whole month I didnt steped out from house!!! Here are some of the pics when my confinement month and fullmoon feast... Enjoy viewing it!!!

Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year 2007!!!

A new year, a new Beginning!!!
To all of you, wishing u all the best n may the lucky stars always strike on u. Good luck in everything u do. May God bless you. Cheers...

The Feeling of becoming a mom


Chloe, my first baby and I would say she is everything in my life and even more important than my own life. Having her of course is a joy, she is so pretty, so hyper, so cute, so lovely, so darling, so ...Whenever she smiles/laugh, she melts my heart. Whenever she make sound to talk to me, she make me feel that everything I've done is worthwhile. Whenever she poo, she will be extremly quiet and wait for me to clean up for me, she look so naive but right after i clean up, she will start kicking n moving her hands again, so naughty right. Whenever I look at her when she is soundly asleep, i feel so fulfillng having her in my life. In short, she is my motivator.


But, whenever comes to drink milk time, she always have problems on drinking milk which sometimes tear me off!!! She doesnt like to drink milk and only likes water, whenever she drink her milk, she must be in sleeping mode, yes, sleeping and drinking milk, n only drink milk in the car or in craddle. I guess this is the main reason how come i became so slim over a short time. Feeding milk to her isnt an easy job, always cry like people "dera" her.

See, she is my everthing, make me way of so happy n dragged me down when she cry.